Twenties is sickening.
i dont even had, counts, as happy and playful life since then.
evything seems to get more serious.
the future, college life, responsibilty etc etc
got to be a man for a real life, tho.
most of all,
and for the first time ever,
im afraid taking any relationship at this ages.
i dont have any great things to offer, liked before.
and it turns me out black minded.
achievement is something related to twenties.
and i didnt do anything great as well.
well, lets say, some prestigious works,
or great score at college. yet.
but the best thing is,
my ideals saved me from those kind of moronic things.
trying to learn some detail is frustating a bit.
when ppl around still having fun, likes,
hanging out w friends or whatever it shud spent.
im too much busy w reading literatures.
understanding a thing that ,
other ppl wont ever looks after it.
i found it soooo bothered me as a youth.
ive got my seconds as a freeman was,
a holiday. a mountain. mother nature.
then you know where i personally loved to go,
and tried to urge ppl to come along w me.
because a place that could save me from it,
the hatred twenties are, somewhere peaceful.
not mall, or any other entertaining stuff.
moreover,
Twenties is suffering.
